and since that day

and since that day.. known nothing but starving to death

via boy 26 26 (same day as chapter 8):

he (serpant) convinces these people (adam and eve) that are perfectly satisfied.. that they are starving to death.. and since that day.. god’s damsel has known nothing but starving to death

huge huge huge.. since forever.. since garden enough.. if you ever write a book.. that’s a great title

and since that day.. known nothing but starving to death

hari present in society law.. khan filling the gaps law.. almaas holes law.. et al

same thru genesis.. cain kills abel.. story thru rest of genesis and human history too.. so much of the bible can be narrowed down to sibling rivalries.. trying to claim birthright/power

need a means sans any form of measuring, accounting, people telling other people what to do

so much of what we seek to do is a way to gain power over one another.. even w/in self.. cycles of pride and humility.. cycles of feeling like at top then lowest.. not just that but then too the evil’s of  life that brings us down as well

all the forms of us & them ness

josh leventhal’s upholder: ‘But my questions scream out in the void.. I need Your whisper to pierce through the noise’

we’re just tired.. and what do we do with that.. looking at world and seeing that there is – not right – in it

he’s got the whole world in his hands – song – can you even imagine that? seriously.. that burden.. i think about the burden i carry.. and i think i can’t carry it.. yet he has the burden of the whole wide world.. all the sorrow/grief/pain.. and he says.. i can carry it.. give it to me.. trust me..

i can’t even imagine the pain of that burden..

not people/whatever.. that are the enemy.. the only enemy of the lord is pride itself.

need 1st/most: means (nonjudgmental expo labeling) to undo hierarchical listening – so we can hear what’s already on each heart as global detox in order to org around legit needs

otherwise we’ll keep perpetuating the same song.. the whac-a-mole-ing ness of sea world.. of not-us ness.. of part\ial ness..  perpetuating survival triage.. for (blank)’s sake..

no one else can save you/me.. in every age the enemy is not out there.. it is inside us.. when we choose to believe we are god

again.. so we can hear what’s already on each heart as global detox 

humanity needs a leap.. to get back/to simultaneous spontaneity .. simultaneous fittingness.. everyone in sync.. the dance of the garden-enough

will reagan’s lay it down: ‘There’s nothing here that can ease the pain..’

hari rat park law et al.. we need a legit nother way.. to listen deep enough.. to hear what’s already on each heart 

there is burden in this world and if you try to carry it on your own.. you’re going to fall.. 

cope\ing ness et al.. only perpetuates the same song.. the whac-a-mole-ing ness of sea world.. of not-us ness.. of part\ial ness..  perpetuating survival triage.. for (blank)’s sake..

note: on survival ness: survival is a means to survive things as they are.. so to me.. not a legit alt.. it’s triage.. perpetuating survival triage.. so a temp band aide per se.. that will /can help now.. but only for short term.. because it still doesn’t get to the root of the problem.. so it won’t offer/lead-to legit change/life/freedom.. et al.. so.. to me.. it’s still a cancerous distraction to the dance of the garden-enough

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why this is so huge.. to me.. nothing to date has gotten to the root of problem

legit freedom will only happen if it’s all of us.. and in order to be all of us.. has to be sans any form of measuring, accounting, people telling other people what to do

how we gather in a space is huge.. need to try spaces of permission where people have nothing to prove to facil curiosity over decision making.. because the finite set of choices of decision making is unmooring us.. keeping us from us..

ie: imagine if we listen to the itch-in-8b-souls 1st thing everyday & use that data to connect us (tech as it could be.. ai as augmenting interconnectedness)

the thing we’ve not yet tried/seen: the unconditional part of left to own devices ness

[‘in an undisturbed ecosystem ..the individual left to its own devices.. serves the whole’ –dana meadows]

there’s a legit use of tech (nonjudgmental exponential labeling) to facil the seeming chaos of a global detox leap/dance.. 

ie: whatever for a year.. a legit sabbatical ish transition

again.. otherwise we’ll keep perpetuating the same song.. the whac-a-mole-ing ness of sea world.. of not-us ness.. of part\ial ness..  perpetuating survival triage.. for (blank)’s sake..

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