adding page after reading Ted Dintersmith‘s what school could be.. (frustrating read) where a thin fine line.. that (i believe) keeps keeping us from global equity/eudaimonia.. seemed to focus on the need for achievement.. and while reading Tim Ferrisstribe of mentors.. p 13 from Susan Cain:

cain achieve law

i wanted writing to be a permanent source of pleasure, and never to be associated w financial stress or , more generally, the pressure to achieve

hearing the voices in my head/heart of many who experimented in a lab.. seeking true freedom..

and too.. just finding Dana Meadows gem quote in her thinking in systems

in undisturbed ecosystems ..the average individual, species, or population, left to its own devices, behaves in ways that serve and stabilize the whole..

thinking we have to achieve something.. is a disturbance to our ecosystem.. much like productivity..



never nothing going on

Norton Auto-Updater (@quinnnorton) tweeted at 4:04 AM – 4 Oct 2017 :

Most importantly, for creative people, there’s just that one measuring stick for whether or not we’re legit and successful, and it’s fucked. (

measuring things.. us.. ness

huge to spaces of permission – with nothing to prove. huge to sustainability. huge  to mindset of trust.

John Cage‘s silence

luxury – gaiman\degrasse whatever law

supposed to’s

Not many people in my situation have stories that go as well as mine. I think all the time about all the lives we throw away in America.

zinn energy law

a nother way. ie: hlb via 2 convos that io dance.. as the day..[aka: not part\ial.. for (blank)’s sake…]..