essena o’neill

intro’d to Essena here:

http://www.nytimes.com/2015/11/04/fashion/essena-oneill-instagram-star-recaptions-her-life.html

P.S when the new form of social sharing comes out, something that doesn’t revolve around likes and views but based on similar topics/quality for example, I will see you there, whenever that day comes…. We must create change.

io dance ness – ps in the open

resonating with us seeking app\chip ness – as not like able..

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notes from her 17 min video – to her 12 yr old self (no longer available since she deleted youtube account)

6 min – when you let yourself be defined by numbers… you let yourself be defined by something that is not real.. not pure.. not love..

7 min – is making your whole day proving to everyone else you’re amazing.. is that life..

9 min – i’ve let myself be defined by something that is so not real

10 min – go do things you love to do in the real world…

11 min – it’s a lot harder to sit with yourself and get real.. with what you want with your life.. no one does that anymore

12 min – this all happened when i turned my phone off for a week and realized i didn’t know myself w/o sm and w/o my physical appearance

12:30 – you don’t have to do anything but explore what excites you.

luxury – of all of us.. doing something else…

15 min – do something you love.. find the people that are doing that as well.

16 min – what’s scary when we need to talk to a stranger.. but how f d up is that

2 min – do i feel good about this..?

i have let go of my obsession of pleasing others.. that’s what trapped me in the first place…. i want to do stuff that matters to me.