i guess i have been trying to figure out why we do what we do. especially in the 7ish hours a day.. the meat of the day. the part most of us consider – the supposed to part.
the last 20 years (as a math teacher) .. or perhaps actually 50 (as a person).. it’s been a mulling in my mind. and a pit in my stomach.
the last 5.. i’ve taken a deep dive. into it. into listening. wondering. questioning. trying things out for myself. into zoom/fractal/improv dancing. there is a better way.
[written oct 11, 2014]